It is with a heavy heart that I share the news of Sector Admiral Sarin's passing. In recent years Sarin has been more active in the Brotherhood and his friends Dracaryis and Valhavoc posted details there - Dark Jedi Brotherhood - In Memoriam.
While I shared my thoughts and feelings on the Brotherhood's post, I would add here. Sarin was the Executive Officer of this club during a challenging time. He had to manage through the decline in Star Wars games in the early 2000s, the transition of many of this club from teens into college students, and (above all) Astatine as Fleet Commander.
For those that knew Sarin he was a direct man. He was an officer in the US Army, how else would he be? Yet he always believed in this club and this community. He was my friend and I idolized him and while I may have become the Executive Officer and a Sector Admiral I have so much more to learn and do to be like Sarin.
If you knew him please read the post on the Brotherhood's site. At this time they are asking no one attempt to contact the family. As more information becomes available it'll be shared.
Below is what I shared within the Brotherhood's post:
When I first met Sarin, I was a teen and he was already a Captain in the Army. I remember thinking how cool that must have been, though I never told him that. He seemed somehow wiser than me, despite being just a few years older than I was. Yet, somehow, he always had that cool, calm, collected, captain Matt image in my head.
To no surprise, Sarin rose quickly through the ranks of the Emperor's Hammer and the Brotherhood and I gravitated towards him in a desire to learn how I could be as impactful. Over the years we agreed and disagreed on a wide variety of things. Sometimes we were in lock steps. In other times, he'd delete his telegram messages and we'd start over. That is the way of things with someone like Sarin who could see beyond today and tomorrow. He saw the potential this club and people could be and he wanted us all to get there with haste.
There are two key memories for me for Sarin that have forever stuck in my memory.
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On September 3, 2005 he sent an email to a small group of us when he was XO of the Emperor's Hammer and Astatine removed him. That email starts "All of the people on this email have received this letter because they are either my friend or because they are of a like mind..." and I cannot tell you what it meant to me to know he considered me a friend.
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In 2020 while the world was isolated and I was spending considerable time in the hospital with my wife and, later, our youngest son in the NICU, I got to speaking with Sarin again and he reminded me of this community and invited me back. I, in a wishy-washy way, said I'd come back if I could have my dossier restored to where it was before the Exodus. I thought he'd give me some run-around and it would die. Sarin, to my surprise, said "We can get that done" and the rest has been history.
I've been on several podcasts over the years where I talk about what this community has meant to me. It means what it does because of people like Matt. I've been processing my emotions since I learned this news...and, honestly, right now I'm mad. Matt and I would talk about Disney and how much he loved it and he said anytime you're down here we'll finally grab that drink. My wife and I finally are booking that trip for September and the day I found I was going to tell him that I was going to buy the first round.
I'm not okay. We're not okay...but we will be. All of us will be. There will be sad moments but so much more joy and smiles and deep barrel laughs of the memories. So, for tonight I'm going to cry. I'm going to toast the legend, and then tomorrow I'm going to keep striving to be like that Captain I met years ago and wanted so badly to be as cool as.
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